*sigh..

i dont remember much before i moved to australia.. one thing i do remember, even looking through really old pics was that my family was so happy. not saying theyr not happy now but seriously my dad is the grumpiest person i know :( and i remember him being so happy in dubai. yea it was my mum's dream to come here to aus, who's dream isnt? but like, idno what happened? maybe cause in dubai my dad had his younger brother there and here he has no close family. well he's got his aunites and stuff but i guess its not the same? and also my mum said dubai wasnt a good place to bring up a family, i guess i understand that and stuff. im not saying i dnt like my life here..i love it, couldnt be happier but i miss what i remember of dubai. my aunty and uncle on my mum's side lived with or near us. and my dad's brother was there too, and i liked growing up there..i wish i remembered more.
but that one thing is so important to me. knowing that there was a time when my dad was genuinely happy.. :( makes me sad now, cause we dnt get along at all..and when we do its only a matter of time before we start shouting at eachother again.. *sigh.
i wish things were like before..