careless me --'

i wish i wasnt so miss-minded and careless..i think i just lost something really sentimental and important to me.. :( i cant find something one of my best friends gave me :( waaahhhh im so sad, i dont know what to do..i cant find it anywhere!!

what am i going to do? what if it fell out of my pocket :( ohh noo.. :'(

take me back to the sweet times when im high :)

haahhaa lol at the title.

anyways its late and i have yet to finish my chem report..and i am totally FAILING chem D: but whatever..i dont like it anyways :O but yeaa and i got a msg from one of my nearest and dearest friends :) hahahhaa i love how someone can seem so far, but still be the same old person you love :) funny girl indeed well i dont really know why im blogging..hmm i do have a lot i want to say, but its been so busy and with exams coming up..mann i have like a gillion essays i want to do for english, none of which ive actually completed and handed in and its almost time up..

omg im scared to look at my phone bill when it comes (not that i ever see/know when it comes lol) but i have a feeling im SOOOO OVER my cap :/ been msging my friend overseas, yaay one of my best friends is coming home this week from WYD :) cant wait to hear all about it but yeaa, i cant check my cap balance since i couldnt remember my pw and everything and long story i have to call three unless my account will be locked or something? anyway i shall go. have a lot to finish? maybe?

lol

night, have a lovely one and enjoy your week ;) <3 xo

wanderlust

wanderlust: a desire to travel, to understand one's very existence

learnt a new word today, wanderlust.

i think i have wanderlust? if that makes sense..i seriously cannot wait till school is over and i can travel and earn a living and just experience life at its fullest, not that i havent been living life to the fullest the past 16years of my life, but during school, so often you plan adventures and road trips with you nearest and dearest friends, adventures i cannot wait to set off on, places i can wait to view, people i cant wait to meet, hahahaha memories i cant wait to make. just the thought, it gets me excited!! its going to be amazingg!

one of my best friends is in Madrid atm, ive been hearing all about her pilgrimage and what she's done and where she's been and i seriously cannot wait till 2013 when WYD will be in Brazil!! wooo! its being changed to every 2 years i believe, due to world cup and everything..world cup is also in Brazil, in 2014 and it would be in the same year if WYD remained every 3 years. but omggggg i cant wait to share and express my faith with millions of other youth around the world, coming together for one reason, to share that one same passion for and in Christ, the reason Pope John Paul II wanted to start a world youth day, just imagining what my friend is experiencing, the new people and friends she has made.. :)

life is all about the experiences  ;)

gotta go all out next year, no holding back. i want to do and try my hardest and keep the promises i make to myself. gotta be strong and persevere. i can do this! just one year.


ps. i have not blogged in ages and i have so much to share, been busy the past week trying to finish assignments and get ready for exams and everything but i really want to update.

until next time..have an awesome weekend, be thankful for every moment of every day :) <3 take care.

im bacck :)

woahhhh blogger has changed quite a bit since i was on last and omg a lot has happened since then too..and there was a problem with my net and i only just fixed it, ohh well better late than never, im so glad i found the problem and fixed it :) yaay meee hahhaa anyway i can blog now and i have a lot to say, i have a few updates and new things to talk about and yeaaa some exciting stuff :)

guess what guyss?? I have to wear glasses, im shortsighted unfortunately, all this computing has made my vision deteriorate? :/ but yeaa umm maybe just maybe i'll take a photo and upload it for you to see, hahaha glasses dont look that great on me but yeaaa 8)

one of my bestest buddies is in dubai atm..well its a stop over but yeaa she's going on a WYD pilgrimage lucky bum but yeaaaa im so excited for her and cant wait to hear all about it and see photos and yeaaa :) how EXCITING!! i cant wait till i can go next!

Our God is an awesome God,

He reigns from Heaven above

With Wisdom, Power and Love

Our God is an awesome God.

lol stuck in my head, I guess its helping me finish ancient due tomorrow! :)

gotta stop leaving things last min..!

wake up and pay attention!

(8) if you wanna be somebody, if you wanna go somewhere, you gotta wake up and pay attention.

- Sister Act 2

lol today has been a day full of little hints I guess about what I should be concentrating on for the next two weeks.

1. until term is over

and

2. UNTIL OYC!!

but yeaa setting a few goals until OYC, not only to challenge myself but more to give some of the time that I waste doing useless and unproductive procrastinating and give it up  FOR THE KING!

I'm choosing to listen to these signs and take action and pay attention :) hahaha well yeaa hopefully I can come back in two weeks and say I am successful with my mission for the Lord, not necessarily an important one, but one I think will definitely put temptation and my Will power to the test..but I can do this! I know I can. Okay so I will hopefully be posting more, I have so much on my mind that I want to blog about but I never end up doing so :/ that kinda sucks but anyways..I think I might have an early night, late night last night watching Will and Grace :D hahhaaa love that show, thanks Gabby :) and then early start this morning, waking up at 630 but you see, when I know I have to wake up early for something and put an alarm on my phone..I end up waking up every half an hour or so to check the time --' so I don't sleep properly when I know a few more hours before I have to wake up, but still, had an amazing day today :) and have a game tomorrow and soccer photos, it rained a tad last year and weather doesn't look so great today either so not going to do anything special with my hair :( ohh well, hopefully we win, or have an awesome game :) and then yeaa going to be a long day tomorrow..going to start my promise For The King, won't say what it is, maybe when its over I might :) 

anyways have a lovely night and safe long weekend, take care.

best way to go to sleep, with YFC songs in my head and other great hymns, as well as religious joyful songs from sister act2 :) hahaha night <3

"sleep is still most perfect, in spite of hygienists, when it is shared with a beloved. The warmth, the security and peace of soul, the utter comfort from the touch of the other, knits the sleep, so that it takes the body and soul completely in its healing."

- Sons and Lovers

D.H.Lawrence

been meaning to post for a while now, and I dont get the chance too often so when I have a thought, I guess I put it down on my phone so I dont forget, but sometimes that thing or idea I write, seems meaningless if I dont actually write about it at that specific time at which it was thought of..get me?

lol have heaps of homework to do and heaps of thoughts too and right now, I just want to sleeeep! but well school first and my nap was alright I guess, gotta stop having naps since I already do little amounts of homework, didnt do much in class either..hahhaa talked to nicole and we both just stopped doing work like 1/4 or 1/2 way through class :L gotta love our math lessons :L

anyways better go, hopefully I'll get a proper chance to blog soon. :)

lol and the previous posts were quotes I liked from the novel we're reading in english, I quite like it actually :) just need to get past the boring bits in order to get the ball rolling again..have so much to read..must finish by friday!!

okay take care people and keep smiling :)
every day is another blessing ;) <3

"..and if they got half a pound, they felt exceedingly happy; there was the joy of finding something, the joy of accepting something straight from the hand of nature, and the joy of contributing to the family exchequer."

- Sons and Lovers

D.H.Lawrence

" in convalescence everything was wonderful. The snowflakes, suddenly arriving on the window pane, clung there a moment like swallows, then were done, and a drop of water was crawling down the glass.The snowflakes whirled around the corner of the house, like pigeons dashing by. Away across the valley, the little black train crawled doubtfully over the great whiteness."

-Sons and Lovers

D.H.Lawrence

thought this looked pretty, had a photo opportunity when I was walking home from Gabby's house on tuesday :)

put the rubbish behind you and focus.. :/

there was something else..I had so much to blog about..
maybe next time --' lol gotta stop doing this.

I've been thinking..

hmm I've been thinking, and I've come to the conclusion that..I think too much :L lol  anything and everything I think about..the more I think about it, the more further and deeper it gets, as in I can think about something so much, to the extent that I begin to wonder..How did God decide this will happen? Most of the time it comes down to that question about.."WHY" as in why does this certain thing happen, as well as how did it happen etc. I always begin to wonder..How/Why did God want it to be like this as in how did He think of all this? pretty amazing stuff when you think about it..but still, I would love to know how.
I thought of having this conversation with God and like I dunno, maybe getting to know how it all started? I dont know, I guess it just fascinates me that the world, everything was thought of by God, every little aspect of it, all the creation, and of course I'm thankful for it :) definitely, but it interest me so much to know where it all came from :) It takes me ages and ages to think of creating simple things, things that are original to me..well I dont actually have anything but like I can understand how long it takes people in the world to produce and invent products (which at one point in my life I wanted to be an inventor :L) lol but yeaa just a thought.

another thing..
What are dreams?

See I have so many questions and I don't really think anyone I know can actually answer them.
darn, hahaha this is what thinking in the shower does to you :L
I have so many thoughts and questions and sometimes all I would like to have answers but I know that is hard so I guess I can live with those questions unanswered.

"Look at us, running around, always rushed, always late. I guess thats why they call it the human race. What we create most in this world is connection, and for some people it happens at first sight- thats when you know you know, its fate working its magic, and thats great for them, they get to live a pop song, ride the express train, but thats not the way it really works. For the rest of us its a bit less romantic, its complicated, its messy, its about horrible timing and fumbled opportunities, and not being able to say what you need to say when you need to say it.."
- Wally (The Switch)

because I like what I see and I enjoy playing with my camera :)

"353015, thats how many babies were born today"

"I think people like babies because they see stuff like hopes and dreams in their eyes, they see the future and they see goodness and the chance they have to be better than us, so I think babies are pretty cool, ohh and baby rabbits are even cooler, although I'm kinda glad Chester's a boy and never had babies, because I'm not sure I'll be able to give them up. I'd be too worried that they'd be okay, and that someone would love them as much as I would."
- James Lucus Scott
(oth s8ep18)

"Every child comes with the message, that God is not yet discouraged of us"

-Hayley Bob James Scott

(oth s8ep18)

I swear my love for one tree hill never gets old :L hahaha I absolutely love it! I learn so much and can you believe a 12year is so wise with what he says..lol and I know it is a tv show and not exactly real but still, the words of Jamie, its so true :) 

always and forever :) <3

In search of that silver lining..

Little piece of home, little piece I know, please don't let me go,
Little piece of home only thing I know I don't want to be alone.

Its a pretty day today :)

lol and I feel like pie :)

hahhaa just wanted to share :) lol

ps. IM SO HAPPY! LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!! YAAAAY!! :)

living in the past..

hey.
I think I spend a lot of time living in the past, not to the point where I'm hard out acting like a child or anything..the past as in, my childhood and reminiscing about events in my life..
let me tell you why this happens so often, lol so I have all of my books on the dining table right, thats where I study and stuff and to my right, I have all of the albums and stuff so whenever I feel like it, I just grab an album and look through it, I remember times where I've had so much fun with my family, I swear I think one of the things I miss the most is living with my cousins, other than God I dont think I love anyone more than I love my cousins, no matter how annoying they may be at times, or how much patience we have when were with each other, I love them to death, they are my bothers and sister, they are my family. Looking through some photos today, I love how we went everywhere together, every photo where we went somewhere, they'd be there :) I love how we did so much together, till now actually whenever its any of our birthdays we always go over that night and give them the present and stuff have diner together or whatever the time is, but sometimes that doesnt happen. Sometimes someone is busy and it doesnt happen, no matter what, even if I have my birthday at home with my friends, I will always invite my cousins aunty and uncle too, havent seen them in a while and I miss hanging out with them, I miss the different events in my life that we've had the best adventures and the most fun, where we just muck about and enjoy ourselves, mann I love Noel, the youngest out of us five, in most pictures he's with me :) hahaha, I dont even remember him ever being that small :L lol and now he's in year 7, started high school and I hardly see him, Dexter started his first year of uni and Marilyn as always is the cute innocent one always surprising me with her many talents, that girl will do wonders :) these kids, they're my family. Growing up, no matter what happened we always stuck together, we always have each other's back. I wish we saw each other more though..

Something else that struck me is, through the many photos I saw, along with each memory and story that came to mind..there are the continuations of that story..
unfortunately some people in my life, over time a marriage has turned into a divorce, and people I looked back at in the photo, they are no longer a part of my life :( some people we have lost contact with, and some people, I dont know the reason but we dont talk to them anymore..I miss some of them..I really do. (whenever I meet family or someone new to me who I havent met before, the more I get to know them, the more attached in a way I become? They always say Im the 'affectionate' one, as in if I like you, I'll show it or tell it? well Im more affectionate than my sister anyway, but I get close to these people, and then they're not in my life anymore and I really had no control over it :/) I guess its not my business to know the reason behind it but still, they were as much part of my life as they were yours?
Then on the other hand, there are those life changing events that have occurred in the past few years..my cousin graduating High School, my 2nd cousins getting married and two of them having beautiful children, my family friend getting married at the end of this year, starting her life and living her dream as she marries and starts to build their dream home, my other 2nd cousin getting married next month, the planning taking place atm for this occasion to be the most important day :) both my grandmothers turning 80 and a few family reunions here and there :) all these lovely events, the things in life to look forward to..and in a few years I bet I'll be looking back at the photos from these events and wondering where all the time went :L hahha thats just life I guess :)

Another thing..when I look at the photos, I see my family. My Mum, Dad and Sister. A happy happier family, I miss that family too..it seems through the photos I can see this relationship I had with my sister, now thats gone somewhere else, im not sure what happened but its definitely not the same anymore. Similar thing with my parents..I dont want to say anymore here but with my family, a lot has changed but you know what, looking back, 11 years ago when I first came to Australia, I saw photos of me 5th birthday, first birthday here and I seriously am so blessed to have great memories of my childhood, I was not disadvantaged and I am so fortunate to have the childhood I did :) I have so many fond memories that will last a lifetime..

I know the past is past for a reason, and I need to focus more on the present but I like looking back, I know people change over time, thats not new or anything, but I wish some things stayed the same..I wish some things were like before because I remember how it was before, and I liked it..

lol there's this  photo of my sister and I that I found, and I really like it..but i'll post it later, its not here atm and im not bothered getting it but yeaa. lol :) so cute!

anyways, I changed my blog title, cause the song confessions2 has been in my head for ages but also, I find it more appropriate for my blog atm..but yeaa (clearly its not the exact lyrics lol).

Have a lovely day people, keep smiling :) <3

miss this girl heaps :(

 I remember this day, so much fun, just chilling with Angelica on a beautiful day :) <3

for vanessa :)

Dancing in the moonlight :)

 I hope to actually do this sometime in my life..hahaha listening to the song atm and it kinda makes me happy :) maybe its just the thought or something? or the fact that its an old song :) hahaha gotta love those oldies :) <3

beautiful indeed ;)

I understand how a lot of things happen for a reason and I so believe that..most of the time but I kinda don't understand why this keeps happening to my family? Is it to test out the strength of my family in tough times? We pray a lot..and a family that prays together is a family that stays together right? Well I kinda don't get it..is this like punishment? to make my dad realise and reflect more on his actions and words towards other members in our family? I wish this wasn't the case but hopefully my dad will take things a tad more seriously and not take everything for granted!

great there's something wrong with the light in the study and now after it flickering for a few hours..its out --' my eyes hurt from the computer and I cant exactly see the keyboard..but on with work! I shall finish tonight as much as I can!

Fifa 2010

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
But Violent prone, poor people zone
But it’s my home, all I have known
Where I got grown, streets we would roam
But out of the darkness, I came the farthest
Among the hardest survival
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak
Except no defeat, surrender retreat

So we struggling, fighting to eat and
We wondering when we’ll be free
So we patiently wait, for that fateful day
It’s not far away, so for now we say

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say, love is the way
Love is the answer, that’s what they say,
But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn’t hold us
Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers

But we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering, when we’ll be free
So we patiently wait, for that faithful day
It’s not far away, but for now we say

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And everybody will be singing it
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And you and I will be singing it
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And we all will be singing it
(Ohhh Ohh Ohh Ohh)

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger, just like a Waving Flag
Just like a Waving Flag, just like a Waving flag
Flag, flag, Just like a Waving Flag.

hahhaha i miss fifa so i played this when i was doing chem :L i love the lyrics..yea it might be about soccer but if you look and read carefully, you'll realise its more than that, it united the world. In one song, it defines the world's spirit, yea it was written for fifa world cup 2010 but i think its a great song :)

okay. back to chem. i can do this! i will finish it tonight!

so over school --'

can't wait for it to be over already!

on the brighter side I think my favorite subject at the moment is math! I KNOW RIGHT! what a shock :L hahaha I LOVE IT! hahaha its so much fun, sitting in between maryanne and nicole :) we have heaps of fun competing with each other to finish something hahahhaah :L some subjects are heaps of fun :) others can just die..like english :L

hahah alright. id better be off, gotta finish chem and start physics and prepare english..lucky me I get to do my essay on monday cause of vet :)

lovely sunset..
anyways have a brilliant evening :) <3

Hey little sis, how are you?
Hows school going and everything like that?

I really wish we spoke and saw each other more often..I miss you so much and we haven't seen or spoken to each other in a while and it worries me..is everything alright? I would call you and stuff but I know your phone is not always on..

I just wanna hang, we can talk about school or whatever you want but I really do miss you and I hope everything's alright and that its only been a while since we spoke cause we're all so busy and stuff..you know i'm always here for you right?

I wanna hear how your song is coming along, and how it sounds, and I wanna make sure your doing fine at school and how your liking year9. I really hope we see or talk soon cause yeaa, I just wanna know how everything is. I especially wanna hear all about you starting soccer again after so long :) maybe sometime when we're both free we can go play on the field and train together and stuff? :)

keep smiling little girl and don't be afraid to be yourself :)

Hope you're looking after yourself and your family,
be good yeaa?
love you lots,
Ninoshka <3

lol I noticed something..whenever I just wake up from a nap and I go to do homework..I get really moody and cranky and pissed D: I know its not good but I noticed the pattern.. :/ lol

can never really say goodbye.

Its 2011 and i still cant seem to get my head around it. In about 2 weeks or so school will start, for some earlier than others and, well it being 2011 and all I should be ready right. but im not. yesterday was one of my best friend's birthday and almost everyone was at her house to celebrate :) lol but that was the first time in a month i saw everyone after coming back from india and i missed them all and that was only the holidays. School is going to be A LOT different with 4 of us missing, our group may be big, but everyone brings something to it, whether it be their humor, hahha everyone's crazy at some point, or the one who looks out for everyone, you know, everyone makes our group our group by being in it and school wont be the same, recess and lunches as well as the mornings and afternoons
*sigh its going to take a lot of getting used to but I wish ness, angel, abby and vivien all the best when starting their new schools and that they have a blast and meet new people and make heaps of friends and everything, dont miss out or be scared cause you gotta feel comfortable with the people you'll spend the next 2 years with and senior school with. I'm going to miss each one of you, especially at school! love you <3


this is really random but even though it is a new year, without having any control some things to carry into the new year from the old, its not always a good thing but its not always a bad thing either.

hmmm lol this was written on like the 20th of january and now its March! woahh, time flies aye. hahaha i realised i forgot to post it or something? or maybe it wasnt finished?
well even though this is delayed, in someways school is alright, I've learnt to realise that my friends arent just away, or late, or on holiday but that they are at their own schools, last week or something, while unpacking my bag I was standing at this thingo where the garden is at Mercy Square and like I remember that one time i was clumsy and walked into it..it left a big scratch on my leg but like, thats the place I used to wait for my friends to walk to the station in the afternoons, or they would wait for me, and I was thinking.. hmm where is blahblah today..and then I thought, ohh wait..I know where they are.. its still a sad thought and stuff but school is progressing, and everyone seems to be getting along..with a few glitches here and there but we cant have it all :L ohh well, im glad my friends are starting to enjoy their new school more and more now :) im happy for them, lol and I cannot believe it is week 6 already, woo 4 more weeks and holidays! :)
yaay.

anyways better get back to chem..
ps I did want to post something else but I wna concentrate atm and focus on chem but hopefully I will get the chance soon to blog..cause its something thats been on my mind and the thought keeps reoccurring so yeaa.

post soon :) have a lovely evening/night? :) <3

just made my day :)

<3

halt.

hello blogspot. long time to write.
i really havent been on here much and let me tell you why..well at least part of it, hahaa esp when sometimes i really wna share so much but when i get here..nothing --'

but yeaa here i go, scream my lungs out.. :L hahhaa only joking, thats a song btw ;)

so let me tell you my weekly schedule that is now even more busy..
lol i'll start with this week, only a few things are different with this week but yeaa..pretty busy.

monday: normal school day but in the afternoon, after i got to doonside, my mum came home early so she could take me to get my stuff for construction..which i need for wednesday.
I didnt do any homework at night cause i didnt have anything due..except for math..which i didnt do, but ohh well. I was so tired so i went to bed at around 9.30 i think it was? i fell asleep right away, and deep sleep too but was rudely woken up by someone.. --' but yeaa had so much sleep and i was so so tired!

tuesday: today i missed my train, so i caught vianca's train while i was meant to get to westmead normat time so i could show chanel how to buy a train ticket :L but vianca, chanel, amanda a few yr10s and i went to a "just leadership day" by caritas australia and we learnt heaps, we took the train to strathfield and it started at 9, finished around 1.30 and then bam picked us up and we drove back to school, in time for half of lunch. had last period..it was math --' didnt do much at all..did like one question, was distracting mary anne and talking to nicole while majelle did her work :L then at 2.45 i left math to go to the bus, for SPARK, and i was the last one on..lol oops i almost forgot to check the time so i was kinda late.. but we got there and yohana and i did some stuff with our buddy siraj, we played games and read and drew and stuff and then at 4.30 that finished. walked to parra station with yohana..so tired, bought ice cream and then waited for the train. got on and then i walked home cause my dad was still on his way home, when i was almost home dexter honked and made me jump..lol he dropped me home so that saved me like 10mins.
today i learnt that dexter started uni this week..aww i miss my cousins, hardly even talk to them.. :(

wednesday: normal school and then at 12.30 i leave p4 and go sign out and get ready for construction. get on the bus and off we go. then finish const. at 5pm or was it 5.30? no i think its 5 and then i walk to my bus stop and wait for the bus..sometimes it takes so long but apparently the times changed so i dont wait 45mins anymore :) get off at parra station and wait for jerrica, then catch train home with jerrica, get to doonside around 6 so then my dad can pick me up and i guess i'll do homework tomorrow when i get home? and then at 7 is soccer training, and finish at 8.15 i think, get home have another shower and do homework?

thursday: normal day. walk home.

friday: normal school day and math tuitions at night from 5-6 --'

so see how busy and tiring my school week is? :( like right now im so tired, i could sleep right now..and none of the days but wednesday i mentioned homework..so in between wherever i can i have to do homework, unless i waste time- which i realise now is not an option..the first week of school i was so organised, started all my notes and stuff and was up to date and now..im behind, have so much catching up to do for the days im not there or the periods i miss. *sigh its all so tiring..and yea i have my frees, and most of the time im doing work so i have less to do at home but sometimes im tired and not bothered, when i still have to do it but i waste time..and i know i shouldnt.

and and, i miss my friends :( the ones that arent at mcauley anymore..other than ness i hardly talk to angel or abby, and i kinda talk to vivien but i miss them all :( i cant wait till angel starts coming to training :) one good thing to look forward to on a wednesday :)

well im gna go have a nap, im tired :( then i have to organise when im gna do my homework and assignments..ohh joy --' i want time to stop for a little while so i can take a break, this is all so much, and i know its things i want to do, but it doesnt mean i dont get tired from it all..times like this im glad i dont have a job..

well yeaa..thats all.

ohh cruddy and i just remembered about this application thingo i have to do for const..its 17 pgs long D: why why why..okay nap time.

"..waiting for a breeze that never arrived."
-Looking for Alaska

I seem to do this a lot..wait for something, that I know isn't going to arrive..or expecting it to arrive, and it never does..
..really gets you thinking aye?

a new look for a new year ;)

Havent really updated here in a while but I would love to start by thanking my wonderful friend vanessaaa for redecorating my blog :) it looks beautiful :) haaha a new look for a new year ;)
I know this year has already begun but there's so much I've wanted to share and hopefully I wont hold back anymore so I can post more and more up here :)

have a lovely day and i hope to blog soon :) <3
take care and keep smiling ;)

missing these girls

lol and look at this beautiful 2010 weather..hopefully the weather gets better here on out in Australia :) (lol just a random photo i found :L)