Wednesday, March 23, 2011

miss this girl heaps :(


 I remember this day, so much fun, just chilling with Angelica on a beautiful day :) <3

for vanessa :)







Saturday, March 19, 2011

Dancing in the moonlight :)

 I hope to actually do this sometime in my life..hahaha listening to the song atm and it kinda makes me happy :) maybe its just the thought or something? or the fact that its an old song :) hahaha gotta love those oldies :) <3

beautiful indeed ;)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I understand how a lot of things happen for a reason and I so believe that..most of the time but I kinda don't understand why this keeps happening to my family? Is it to test out the strength of my family in tough times? We pray a lot..and a family that prays together is a family that stays together right? Well I kinda don't get it..is this like punishment? to make my dad realise and reflect more on his actions and words towards other members in our family? I wish this wasn't the case but hopefully my dad will take things a tad more seriously and not take everything for granted!

great there's something wrong with the light in the study and now after it flickering for a few hours..its out --' my eyes hurt from the computer and I cant exactly see the keyboard..but on with work! I shall finish tonight as much as I can!

Fifa 2010


When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back
Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
But Violent prone, poor people zone
But it’s my home, all I have known
Where I got grown, streets we would roam
But out of the darkness, I came the farthest
Among the hardest survival
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak
Except no defeat, surrender retreat
So we struggling, fighting to eat and
We wondering when we’ll be free
So we patiently wait, for that fateful day
It’s not far away, so for now we say
When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back
So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say, love is the way
Love is the answer, that’s what they say,
But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn’t hold us
Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers
But we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering, when we’ll be free
So we patiently wait, for that faithful day
It’s not far away, but for now we say
When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back
When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And everybody will be singing it
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And you and I will be singing it
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And we all will be singing it
(Ohhh Ohh Ohh Ohh)
When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back
When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back
When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger, just like a Waving Flag
Just like a Waving Flag, just like a Waving flag
Flag, flag, Just like a Waving Flag.

hahhaha i miss fifa so i played this when i was doing chem :L i love the lyrics..yea it might be about soccer but if you look and read carefully, you'll realise its more than that, it united the world. In one song, it defines the world's spirit, yea it was written for fifa world cup 2010 but i think its a great song :)

okay. back to chem. i can do this! i will finish it tonight!

so over school --'

can't wait for it to be over already!

on the brighter side I think my favorite subject at the moment is math! I KNOW RIGHT! what a shock :L hahaha I LOVE IT! hahaha its so much fun, sitting in between maryanne and nicole :) we have heaps of fun competing with each other to finish something hahahhaah :L some subjects are heaps of fun :) others can just die..like english :L

hahah alright. id better be off, gotta finish chem and start physics and prepare english..lucky me I get to do my essay on monday cause of vet :)

lovely sunset..
anyways have a brilliant evening :) <3

Monday, March 7, 2011

Hey little sis, how are you?
Hows school going and everything like that?

I really wish we spoke and saw each other more often..I miss you so much and we haven't seen or spoken to each other in a while and it worries me..is everything alright? I would call you and stuff but I know your phone is not always on..

I just wanna hang, we can talk about school or whatever you want but I really do miss you and I hope everything's alright and that its only been a while since we spoke cause we're all so busy and stuff..you know i'm always here for you right?

I wanna hear how your song is coming along, and how it sounds, and I wanna make sure your doing fine at school and how your liking year9. I really hope we see or talk soon cause yeaa, I just wanna know how everything is. I especially wanna hear all about you starting soccer again after so long :) maybe sometime when we're both free we can go play on the field and train together and stuff? :)

keep smiling little girl and don't be afraid to be yourself :)

Hope you're looking after yourself and your family,
be good yeaa?
love you lots,
Ninoshka <3
lol I noticed something..whenever I just wake up from a nap and I go to do homework..I get really moody and cranky and pissed D: I know its not good but I noticed the pattern.. :/ lol

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

can never really say goodbye.

Its 2011 and i still cant seem to get my head around it. In about 2 weeks or so school will start, for some earlier than others and, well it being 2011 and all I should be ready right. but im not. yesterday was one of my best friend's birthday and almost everyone was at her house to celebrate :) lol but that was the first time in a month i saw everyone after coming back from india and i missed them all and that was only the holidays. School is going to be A LOT different with 4 of us missing, our group may be big, but everyone brings something to it, whether it be their humor, hahha everyone's crazy at some point, or the one who looks out for everyone, you know, everyone makes our group our group by being in it and school wont be the same, recess and lunches as well as the mornings and afternoons
*sigh its going to take a lot of getting used to but I wish ness, angel, abby and vivien all the best when starting their new schools and that they have a blast and meet new people and make heaps of friends and everything, dont miss out or be scared cause you gotta feel comfortable with the people you'll spend the next 2 years with and senior school with. I'm going to miss each one of you, especially at school! love you <3


this is really random but even though it is a new year, without having any control some things to carry into the new year from the old, its not always a good thing but its not always a bad thing either.

hmmm lol this was written on like the 20th of january and now its March! woahh, time flies aye. hahaha i realised i forgot to post it or something? or maybe it wasnt finished?
well even though this is delayed, in someways school is alright, I've learnt to realise that my friends arent just away, or late, or on holiday but that they are at their own schools, last week or something, while unpacking my bag I was standing at this thingo where the garden is at Mercy Square and like I remember that one time i was clumsy and walked into it..it left a big scratch on my leg but like, thats the place I used to wait for my friends to walk to the station in the afternoons, or they would wait for me, and I was thinking.. hmm where is blahblah today..and then I thought, ohh wait..I know where they are.. its still a sad thought and stuff but school is progressing, and everyone seems to be getting along..with a few glitches here and there but we cant have it all :L ohh well, im glad my friends are starting to enjoy their new school more and more now :) im happy for them, lol and I cannot believe it is week 6 already, woo 4 more weeks and holidays! :)
yaay.

anyways better get back to chem..
ps I did want to post something else but I wna concentrate atm and focus on chem but hopefully I will get the chance soon to blog..cause its something thats been on my mind and the thought keeps reoccurring so yeaa.

post soon :) have a lovely evening/night? :) <3

just made my day :)

<3