saying goodbye..

naww, well today was the yr12 muckup assembly thingo and omg, tomorrow they graduate and lyk they had pics of all of them with their friends since yr7 and the journey they made together through high school... aww, it was so, lyk idno. made me realise more that next year we r in yr 10 and in yr 11 most of us are leaving. and well, atm i wouldnt mind moving either, only where? and i dno if im bothered looking for another school that wouls cater more to the subjects and stuff i need? lol, i dno. IM JUST GNA MISS THEM SOO MUCH!! i really dno what im gna do without them :( its hurts jst knowing that they are going, lyk angel. i dnt want her to gooo! i dnt want any of them to go, im scared. i dnt want it to be lyk last time.. but i know it wont be, im still just scared. ive gotten to know them so much, and much closer to them.. :( aww, i dnt want it to happen, in lyk one year and a bit we will all be in yr11. awww.
but lyk, i dnt even no that many other schools.. how would i know where to go, what to do? am i brave enough to start all over again? to start that horrific experience of starting yr 11 all alone? i dno. i need to think more about it i guess? or am i fine just where i am? well, i dnt really lyk mcauley that much, i ddnt ever since i started, my friends just made it more barable for me and if they go.. i no, not all of em are going but im still gna miss them, just not seeing them around. the causal talks we have, warm hugs and conversations..
lol. im so corny, and lol yes ness i know. haha. lol before when we were standing at viancas locker, and i was telling you something that you couldnt hear. i was saying IF YOU LEAVE IM GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCHH! :(
aww. lol and no im not crying, but if you go, and i no you will want to, i will cry so much. if anyone goes. naww :'( i hate thinking that, but i no we all need to go to those schools for a reason...

i jst dnt want you to leave, to abandon me. not again..

but i no this time it will be different, because you guys arent lyk that, you guys are FOREVER! :)
loveyou all <3
i cant say goodbye, just see you later :)
haha.
( ps. sorry for my blogs always being so long. haha :/ )