Saturday, March 20, 2010

somehow it seems you dnt really care about me or how you can really upset me..
you know i am your daughter, and some of the things you say to/about me, really makes me wonder if you think so to.. :(
i try. yea we argue a hell of a lot, in my family everyone does, especially with me. and the time i am with my friends, i can always just be myself, not worried about anything. having fun, enjoying myself, and just being naturally happy. coz im with them, and in so many ways they are my family. and i wish i lived with them rather the family i have at home, who judge me for everything i do. dont even care. freak last week, my first soccer game and you didnt even bother to come, yea i said it was okay coz i was going with angel and her awsome family. but they are so supportive, and show how much they love each other and angel too.. i wish my family was like that. angel you really are so lucky.
and now i remind you about my game tomorrow and ur like, no im not taking you, tell your mother to. :'(
it freaking really hurts to be treated like this by ur own family, why the hell cant we jst stop fighting, im tried of crying over this. tired of sounding so negetive when it comes to the topic of my family, sometimes theyr not that bad. most of the time they are. and i wish it changed.. D':

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