hmm..

*whinging sound :L*

lol. well been thinking.. :/
and idno. jst felt like blogging. lol jst got off the phone with vianca, lol i actually kinda miss her, i dno why. i talked to her jst today..on the phone. lol but still i really do.
lol vianca and i know ur gna read this someday and yeaa. atm i miss you, only bad thing is. you said that ur getting ur..thingos and i dnt like ur moodyness during that time :L lol so pissy :L hahah but i still love ya ;)

idno. jst feel kinda down atm..? :/
dnt know why, or how. but i am excited for tomorrow.. :)

okay. so last night i was kinda pissy too..and then this morning my phone broke D:
almost cried. instead in the morning while i was by myself i sat on the train and fell asleep.. and didnt really talk to anyone until walking to school when i walked with simmy. haha shes so funny, shes fully telling me, you have to have confidience when u tell them, and if they dnt listen, stand on the table :L haha aww simone does whatever she wants, shes scared of no one and doesnt let anything get in her way..i kinda wish i was more like that. in the sense i was strong enough and grow some balls as maryanne would say.

..ahh im tired of so much.
happy everything worked out with nessa's surprise, it all went well and everything. lol the hard work paid off ;)
but ive been getting so much tension in my back lately, from either late nights on the comp or maybe my bed? but its kinda painful.

tonight i look out the window, into the night sky and see the moon, shinning so bright. its almost a full moon. right now thats how i feel..again..that feeling as though im missing something? :/ i dnt like this feeling. i miss the me that didnt get so moody and snap at everyone each morning..i need to work on my attitude/behaviour..

hmm..i jst feel so sad :(