time is lost

today made me realise something important..

last night my family and i went to cambelltown as it was my dads aunt and uncle's wedding anniversery. we went there to celebrate, haha i was the youngest one there, as always. but was heaps fun, all their children that were there were lyk 25-30 yrs old, but so much fun talking to them :L haha. and my dads anunt's mum and brother came on holiday from india, they came about 10 days ago? and this was the first time i met this aunty, from india. she was very sweet and quiet. haha. a very simple woman too, she didnt say much, but sitting there in the same room as me, watching tv. everyone else left and it was just the two of us, she looked at me and i have her a friendly smile. everyone else came and we all got talking :) really a lot of fun, and damm it was so hot! lyk really. they had a fan on but it was still so humid indoors so my second cousins and i went outside and got talking. the aunty, i think she went into her room. might have been tired?

we only got home at lyk 12.30am. pretty tiring. anyways today my family and i went for a munsimine mass? if thats how u spell it, the mass for the death of our family friend's father. it was very sad. and after that, on the way home, my mum called my dad's aunty, the one who lives in cambelltown and then she was talking to her, the conversation didnt sound too good. the aunty from india, well she was very sick, she was rushed into hospital :o i think she had a heartattack, but her heart and her kidneys were failing. and she couldnt breathe either. as soon as we got home, my mum and dad changed and drove to cambelltown, to be with my dads aunt and uncle, they all drove to the hospital. all the kids were there, my dads aunt was very upset at what was happening, so my mum came for support and to help out. my rents were there for hours, they came home and told us that the aunty was on life support, then later we got a call. she passed away :'( its scary to know, that only yesterday i met her, gave her a smile, and wished her goodbye, not even knowing that was the first and last time id see her.. :(

i didnt know that aunty at all, except that she was on my dad's side of the family. now my dads aunty and family would be greiving, due to this tragedy.. :( she was only on holiday, and now she wont be able to go back to india, will probably be burried in australia, due to the expenses of flying her home..

and then today at the munsimine mass, i was meant to read the prayers of the faithful with the grandchildren, who were 5 and 6. i didnt, but their mother did. and i sat infront of the church, and looked after my little man, he was just walking around the seats and stuff, i was standing next to my family friend, it was her father that had passed away, and she started crying and my little man dwayne, looked at her and smiled, it brightened his aunty, even though she was crying, and then i saw it in his eyes, dwayne may have only been a yr and a few months but he knew exactly, that his aunty was sad.. so he slowly walked away, still looking at his aunty, trying to work out why she was so sad.

one smile, can make such a big difference

and so, when you meet someone, or just bump into them. give them a friendly smile, you never know if ur gna see them again..?