and so, once again i get my hopes up. and one thing goes wrong, and BAMM! im crushed, im disapointed and confused, always wondering why am i always the one whos bubble is poped? :( why me? again, really. what do i do to deserve this kind of treatment..? :(
it hurts, being disapointed..
i disapoint myself sometimes, not happy about that..
the people i love dearly at times disapoint me.. i guess its not inteninally right?
and then my parents, seem to disapoint me too.
lyk my plans for friday the 13th.. all gone now, i got not only my hopes up but also my friends. and im so sorry for that! ahh, i was so excited. thats why before i learnt that i wouldnt let myself get excited so easily, coz it only hurts more knowing and receiving that disapointment..
oh well, what can i say. it all happens for a reason, a reason that really confuses me? :(
going to bed disapointed at myself and my mum..
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