responsibility and family :)

alright now, im kinda in the mood to write this as well, my mind is only clouded with one thing, although i wont blog about it coz ye, i dnt want to?

anyways, on friday my friend angelica came over and then only left at lyk 10pm so we had a lot of time to kill and do stuff. we were jst on my bed, in the dark talking. haha, it was so peaceful, even though i didnt really like the dark my curtain was open so the street lights on the other side of my house let some light come into my room. hehe, it was so nice jst to be with angel as we dont really spend that much time together anymore. but eye, it was a great afternoon :)

so we had a few conversations but one that i wanted to blog about was how the group of friends i have, well the group im in, were so much more like a family. we all look out for eachother, set good examples, show our love and concern for eachother and ye, similar to a family. hehe, and we all get along so well together! :D
but lyk ye, angel and i were lyk, were more the babies of the group, lyk idno how but in some way we are, angel is the baby and i come after as the second youngest? haha, we fully planned out our family :L
then the mothers would be, gabby, vianca and vanessa. all of them are a are a big influence, and in their own way are so motherly? haha, lyk once when we went to vianca's house, gabby made us lunch. haha, she fully cooked omlet for us, it was realy nice. haha, and whenever we do come together outside of school and maybe even on school we look after eachother so well, lyk making sure everyone is fine, and safe. and its a really nice to have that feeling of security when your with you friends. but then again my friends are just that awsome ;D hehe, well, vianca is another mother, in a way to us. haha, she makes sure everyone is happy, and always has those 'talks' hehe, to make us feel better and happy. she can always make you laugh :L she also procects us? lol, you can always feel safe when vianca is around? :)
then vanessa, shes jst so loving? haha, but yes. she is also our mother, we look up to her..
even though they are lyk the mothers in the group, doesnt mean they always have to be showing us the right thing to do, well we all kinda set a good exapmle for eachother :) but ye, we are all here for one another, haha whether we are just the babies, the mothers or older sisters? :L

i dnt really now how we are, be angel and i feel that we are a lot similar to a family. hehe, everyone else is like a bit sister, giving advice, jst being there :) hehe, i really do love all my friends. always set a good exapmle for me :) im not sure what else i can say, lol angel if u have anything to add, anything i missed. you blog about it on urs ye? ;)

and so, still thinking about that thing, :( i so wish i didnt have to think of it, really..
oh well, i guess im jst gna have to talk about it later?

anyway, bye for now
have a nice day. <3