does ist have to be?

omg, i wish there was less of these posts, lyk what im bot to post about anyway..

alright, topic: my sister --'
why does she have to be so impossible? lyk i hate fighting with her, i do. lyk before i was on the phone with my friend gabby and she heard deandra shouting at me and complaining as usual and omg, gabby was lyk wow, not even my sister and i fight lyk that... and deandra always, and i mean always blames it on me. hence why my mum calls my the bully, my sister can change my mood so quick its not funny, lyk really. and she will fight about anything and everything, its not even fun. i hate it! :(

and i dnt want to anymore, so i give up, i give in, i let her get away with all the crap she says about and to me, faa mann she even says stuff about my friends >< and that hurts coz they are always so nice to her, not that she deserves that! ahh, she says im adopted, i say ok. she calls me shart, i say ok...omg, im living as though i have no mouth of my own, no say in anything anymore, and all because i want to give my mum and dad a break from hearing us fight all the time, unlike my sister i dnt scream and shout and cry wen she does something to me, so it seems as though she does nothing, instead she hurts me so much inside, and im working on it, working on not letting the stuff she says get to me, its not at all easy.

i take the blame for things i dnt do, things i do do. haha DO DO! :L

anyways, i listen to my friends as always, and i wont stoop down to her level, jst let it go.. let her have her way...

ttly <3