aww this afternoon i walked home with my lovely friend gabby as she now lives closer to me. woo i get to watch her new house grow (well be built anyways) haha. how exciting. anyways on gabby's street, the new one where her new house will be, there is this park and gabby and i just talked, about stuff and omg. primary, how i miss it so much! i really dooo :'(
you dont understand how it feels, being so close to someone for lyk 4 or more years and then you just go your seperate ways, not outa choice but because there is absolutely nothing you can do about it! :(
faaaaa i just hurt myself :( naww, kills.
but yea, its something that was really, really hard for me, seeing all my friends together and i was there, with no one! but thats all changed now, thankfully. thats why i call myself lucky, for now having the bestest and most awsome friends everrrr! lyk really, words cannot describe how thankful an greatful i am to have them!
bu ye gabby and i were talking and i told her how my best friend from primary lives just one house down from me, and shes lyk wow! and u havent seen eachother. naww. and i no, that seems pretty sad bu i cant help it. i make the effort to meet and make time to see them but it doesnt always work and I MISS THEM SO MUCHHH! :'(
and i told gabby how growing up i had kinda bad experences with friendships and stuff, and i guess that counts to why, now im so sensetive about that kinda stuff. lyk really, hah i cried, ness u no now? idno bu it scares me to think i could lose any of my friends, when ive already gone through so much, during my childhood of unstable friendships. :( but its all good now, well better that good. haha its AWSOME!! i love my life now, well my social life with my friends. :D
and i also love walking home with gabby and just talking, especially when lyk in primary even though i lived so close to my school i couldnt walk home with my friends and do that kinda stuff i can do that now. haha. its pretty cool, and even better on days lyk this. ;)
naww but lyk i no everyone changes, and i no i have coz as the people around you change so do you in some way? bu ye. i guess thats just the way it works.
na but also in my primary everying was lyk so simple and lovely and stuff lyk that you ddnt really have to worry. i dnt think my grade during priamry were sterotypical? coz wen i went to ur 7 in mcauley i learnt so much, haha. ddnt no a lot of people my age did stuff, coz well all the people around me ddnt so i probably just guessed everyone was similar? but i was so wrong.
lyk haha you could say going into high school everything was so new and i had an innocent mind, and then things changed. haha
naww bu even gabby sed lyk people do change and then you miss how thing used to be, but if u miss something that much you make the effort to get or bring that back, if thats possible? but yes anything is possible and i do not regret going to mcauley one bit but i so do miss them. i really do. :(
i really was so lucky to meet my friends i swear they are all so unique and funny and just the BESTESTT! haha. iloveyou all <3
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