kinda? :S

well, i kinda consider myself lucky, ive got a loving family and amazing friends. haha. today my cousins came over right, and they are lyk my brothers and sister. my oldest cousin, Dexter is in yr11 well finishing yr 11 anyways. and i kinda wanted to talk to him, but he's going to work. haha, looking outside the window i can see he is driving :L putting his L plates on the car getting into the drivers seat, he might be the one to teach me how to drive :D haha. i do love him. anyways he is a really smart guy, lyk i look up to him for advise and stuff coz well he's older and lyk i sed, a brother to me. so he chose his sujects for next yr already i think? and he now goes to JPII which is the 11 and 12 for SAC and lyk i think they have to have an interview thingo when they choose their subjects for yr 12? and lyk hes really good in math and was gna take 2unit math but then the principal or someone wouldnt give it to him coz he ddnt study at least one hour of math a day or something lyk tha but he was an excellent student so he wasnt allowed to get it. then in term 2 when people dropped out of 2unit math he was able to go into that class, mann sometimes teachers make is so hard. speaking of school, i should be doing my homework and studying for my math exam on tuesday which i am going to FAIL! omg im so lost atm with it all, tomorrow at lunch i think im going to go to that class where that teacher can help us if we have any questions coz mann i miss my teacher, its not easy remembering all the stuff u learnt when every lesson you have a different teacher teaching you, sometimes not even a math teacher.
i think my cousin knows what he's doing in the future? ahh time to think carefully about my career and that stuff :S
naww my cousins are so cute, not in high school yet and the funny questions they ask, my lil cuz noel, haha he's only in yr5 and he's lyk can i do science in yr7? :L haha. so innocent. and marilyn loves drawing so shes gna do V.A in yr9? but shes just in yr7 and learning so much. how times flies, you dnt realise how fast it goes until you look back and see how grown up you are?
well id better be going. ttly