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goodevening everyone :)
so i kinda just woke up, i was tired and cold so i layed in bed listening to music and fell asleep until my dad came in shouting my name so i changed outa my uniform and here i am now, haha still tired, dnt exactly get that much sleep last night :S i'd better make this quick, gotta lot of homework to get done? ah science, math english! :/
anyways ahh, i miss my cousin, marilyn, my baby sis. haha. i havent seen her in ages and ye she just msged me, HI! haha. naww i love her so much.naww i just wan give her a BIG HUG right now! i wish she was my lil sis. oh well, were pretty tight, still call eachother sisters. oh and then it comes to my real sister, if u can call her that anyway. dw ness im not going to say anything, just whats her freaken problem? aye, its not funny the way she acts, just going around to my friend asking stupid questions as if its any of her business :@ ahhh, pisses me off. and then before i was just standing here waiting for her to get off the computer and me, lyk i sed just standing, omg and she goes and says some shit lyk omg who do u think you are, blahblah. ah i dnt even bother waising my time. ok im sorry, i sed i wouldnt say anything but its not my fault, she needs new friends to teach her how to behave properly. she has NO respect for anyone in this house and i feel lyk.....ah....the lack of respect she has for my mum! shes never greatful. i no and who im i to talk right? im not all that good but she goes too far, lyk even i know when she speaks to my parents that.... ahh well. not important but what is, is the sacrifices they make for her when she cant even say a frkn thankyou, it makes me ashamed of the person she is, and upsetting for my parents to have to put up with her unexplainable behaviour time after time. even my parents deserve better, and i do try my best. so i just pray. oh sorry again :S i really am :(
oh. wow the sunset was so beautiful, the sky was lit up redish pink? lyk a bright colour and the clouds were ye the same colours. haha. gotta love our Lord and the amount of beauty He has for us in the world, only thing is we've gotta take the time to appreicate it, with all its beauty :)
haha. naww. im so lucky, i really am. ye lyk i sed last night i couldnt really sleep but i think it was due to something that happened? and a lovely friend helping me out, naww im lucky coz she told me the truth and naww its so nice to hear that so that i do no. ahaaha THANKYOU!
(8)im starting with the man in the mirror! (8)

(8) coz where there is love i'll be there....just call my name and i'll be there (8)

oh today doesnt really feel lyk a thursday coz none of my friends came over, when before the plan was that lyk 5 of them would come but oh well. maybe next thursday? hopefully, haha it really makes my thursday a thursday since we did it so often. haha oh i hope to watch my sisters keeper soon, not sure when. hoepfully with vianca? but i also wna read the book but ive got to finish my boring english one first --'
(8) you make me feel lyk im flying, and no one can stop me from feeling.....

well id better go? naww, ive got so much on my mind, need a friend to talk to. oh well, just get through another day i guess? ahh so tired i used to sleep so early and be actually asleep but no i just lay there until lyk 10pm or something and i dnt lyk it! i need my 8+ hours of sleep. haha.
seeya! :) and have a lovely night ;)