ohmyfreakingoodness D:
there is this weird sound coming from my computer and im scared..i have a feeling it isnt good D: ahh crap.

so my cousins are over and it is a beautiful day outside..
im sitting in my living room, freaking writing notes for science, which i have been doing for the past 3 days D': this sucks. and theyr playing wii and playing singstar and having fun laughing and shouting and im just listening..then in front of me, out the window seems like freedom and paradise and it seems so far away to me. i dont always see my cousins and i know that this is just the beginning of how it will be for a long time, this holidays it will be me doing exams. next holidays it will be someone else and it will just keep on going so we wont even get to spend proper time with eachother in the holidays.. this sucks! --'

i want to go out. and have fun. the thing is a cant even if i wanted to..still trying to meet my mum's expecations and im giving up. i live for myself, i work for myself. and no one else!

good day to you. hope urs is better than mine..

omg that noise is freaking annoying me! :@