ever since saturday i think it was? i've been feeling.....idk. really sad and miserable. i dnt want to use the word depressed coz well, i dnt lyk it. and i dnt want it to be that way.
im usually happy, im happy with my life. nothings wrong....if nothings wrong then WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAYYY???!!
i hate it. im happy but inside i still feel so sad, im scared that it might mean something bad is gna happen but then again, i cnt tell the future. im worried that this thing im feeling isnt going to go away for a while but i miss myself, being happy and laughing. well i still do smile and laugh but not all of me? if u get that:S its lyk someone took a piece of me away and I WANT IT BACK! PLEASE, i cnt live miserable, even if i am. i have to....change whats happening, i dnt even know how it started and i want to know so badly why its happening.
something is wrong, i dnt know what. but im DESPERATE!!! i need to know and fix it, im not me if i dnt smile or feel happy:(
its killing me inside, i want to laugh and smile, i feel lyk it but i dnt. its not translating.
I WANT IT TO STOP! PLEASE< I WANT EVERYTHING TO GO BACK TO NORMAL:(
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