today has been one of the worst days ever. i think if it wasn't for vianca calling me throughout the day i would have done something really stupid.
alright, this weekend i was really looking forward to because on saturday, today i was meant to go for a friend's party, the city and para? but no, that wasn't going to happen coz im a baby. im only allowed to go to the city wen im 18! there goes half my life waiting to go to the frkn city without my parents. then sunday, tomorrow im going to the aquatic centre with family and hopefully friends too if they're coming?
today was ruined, i woke up not talking to anyone, wen i was still sleeping my mum asked me so wot r u even going to do in the city, and being as stuburn as i am i sed nothing and pretened to still be sleeping, to tell u the truth i ddnt even no wot we were gna b doing. so there's wen i woke up, i had a lot of work to do with my frkn science assignment wich is really killing me, its so complicated. next time it better be more layed out and straight forward, i haven have a slight headache now from being on the computer almost the whole day. to make things worse, me trying to do my stupid report the whole day, my family went to paddies to get stuff before my cousins go home next wk and then my dad was home, in the morning my sister went to tution and it was jst my avomama and me. then my dad was getting pissed at me coz i wasn't helping clean the house coz of this stupid assignment and then wen my sister and everyone else came home my headache got worse, mark jst kept bugging me wen i was on the phone with vianca about science and he was really pissing me off as i really wasn't in the mood, then my frk sister comes into the room calling me names.....oh my gosh..ur such a wonna be.
and i was thinking fuck off. really. and then wen i was still on the fone, shes lyk oh my gosh, get off the phone lyk u think ur all that and ur not even doing ur work...blah blah fucking hell, im so tired of it all, leave me alone. i jst wanted to finish this frkn assigment as it took so much out of me, im so tired and fed up of everyone in my house. we have ppl over now, we always do and im in such a hurry to finish, i think im even going out for diner--' its always me. :S
and jst before our guest arrived i was having a shower and my dad was banging on the door and i really wasn't lyk in the mood and he started shouting and then got pissed at me, i swear, he always picks on me even wen its not my fault. and then he got angry at me. my while day was runined, everyone was giving me a headache, this assignment really isnt helping and i was looking forward to this wkend coz it would b with friends, hopefully tomorrow my friends r able to come? i think it is true, im happiest wen im at school. not because of the work but coz of my friends and they never do anything to me that upsets me or puts me in a bad mood, its the opposite at home and im dying. everyones always arguing or shouting about onw thing or another, and my dad thinks i use homeworks and assignments as a reason to get myself out of doing work wen isnt my assigments work? and he says im a scholar in a sarcastic way, im really tired of it all. someone please save me!
id better get back to it then. science awaits--'
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