I understand how a lot of things happen for a reason and I so believe that..most of the time but I kinda don't understand why this keeps happening to my family? Is it to test out the strength of my family in tough times? We pray a lot..and a family that prays together is a family that stays together right? Well I kinda don't get it..is this like punishment? to make my dad realise and reflect more on his actions and words towards other members in our family? I wish this wasn't the case but hopefully my dad will take things a tad more seriously and not take everything for granted!

great there's something wrong with the light in the study and now after it flickering for a few hours..its out --' my eyes hurt from the computer and I cant exactly see the keyboard..but on with work! I shall finish tonight as much as I can!