ninoshka wants..

• her camera to be fixed :/
• to see my aunty soon..
• for my family to be more like a family and nothing less..
• to get good grades
• to stress less about everything
• to remember what it was to feel like nothing mattered
• at times to escape.
• ..to go on an exciting adventure
• a job..some mula --'
• to be able to go out with friends and not have a reason for it, gosh i jst wna have fun and spend time with them..hows that for a reason? :p
• to be like i used to be, more respective of my parents and swear less and not be so moody
• to be as happy as i always was. most of the time
• to be able to look past the little stuff that annoys me so much
• to be more grateful and appreciative of what i have
• to be myself, 24/7 without fear of what others think..mostly my family :(
• wishes to be reality..only at times of doubt and when necessary?
• ..a break :)
• a new bed
• to remodel my room
• not to share my room anymore with deandra..who i dnt mind as much when she doesnt piss me off
• a hair cut :L
• a sleepover
• to be less scared of things..
• not to have that same fear anymore.. :/
• to be more independent
• to know what i really want (to be able to make hard decisions on my own --')
• to have freedom (well at least a tad more than i have now?)
• not to want so much --'
• to remember what else i was gna say :L

and yes i know the difference between a need and want..hence why i called it 'ninoshka wants..' and not 'ninoshka needs..' even though i feel that i do need some of these things..